I rushed into the bathroom
Anxiety ridden
The truth that summed my life
Was no longer hidden
My heart had sunken deep
A tremble on every breath
My vision blurred by tears
At realization of the depth
The depth of my deep flaw
I could no longer deny
A mirror to my face
To justify my cry
The pain was, yes, for loss
The pain was, yes, for grief
But it’s probably not what you think 
It might raise your unbelief
No family of mine had passed
No friend sent to the grave 
Not sadness on the news
No trial for one to brave 
The source of my distress
I know I must abide
To when the Lord had asked of me
To say goodbye to pride